Friday, August 15, 2008

eheh..

dunno why suddenly i want to have my own blog..i've changed my mind now..hehs
xde masalah pun if people know what's in ur mind kan..

9.20 a.m..my keterampilan class will start at 10..sgt mls nk pegi..bosan sgt.huhu last time mcm pegi motivation course dak darjah enam..adeyh.tp layan jela since mdm ong sgt bersemangat..hehe

27th balik!!!yeay!!!can't wait..mlm pun xpela..
i'm going home alone..dunno how i'm gonna survive ALONE at the airport..esp KLIA.xbiase laa.
takot seyh..takot wat salah..tertinggal flight lak nnt..adeyh
1st time balik sorg2...terpakse since i'm d only budak kuantan in my batch..
xknal senior lagi..haih..susah2..
xpe..biase la..1st time mesti ade je mende xkena..kite tgk jela nnt..

erm..tomorrow ade tutorial..pathology..
susah seyh..actually tak susah tp....
KAMEK BUDAK YG PEMALAS...hehs
tu la BIG problemnye...
i do understand all the mechanism n all but i need time to memorize those facts..aiyakk..
mls sebenarnye..
see..i'm blogging now..haha..
i have the note in front of me..tp dari tadi duk kat 1st page lagi..since kul 7 lagi..
TERUK..TERUK..i know..

dh nak balik laa..body je kat sini..soul kat rumah dh..xsabar sgt nk balik..serius.
xboleh blajar dh..HOMESICK!!
teruknye perangai..
xtau la cmne nk survive stay far away from home..from mak n ayah..from my babies..bebe,blackie n neo....from my siblings..xsgt kot..hahaha

kuching xde la jauh tp sgt susah nk balik..pegi balik kne amek 4 flight..mahal la.
kesian ayah..dia xkesah tp kamek kesah tau..money..money..kite kena kedekut utk survive..huhuhu

erm..kamek tak manja k..tp ni mmg peramgai kamek..mengade kot..saje gedik2.hehe
kamek sik suke duk jauh dri rumah..kamek cepat homesick..
kalau tension,kamek ske balik rmah..duk ngan mak..borak2 ngan mak..
now dh SGT jauh..kamek takot xdpt stay here until year 5..NIGHTMARE tu~

dulu kamek blajar kat seremban..after 3 years, i wanted to quit frm that school.
i hate staying there..not because of the teachers,seniors or friends..i juz wanted to stay at home..
gaduh betul dgn mak sbb dia xnk kamek kluar..
pemberontakan berlaku...
naik f4 kamek xstudy pun..main-main..escape class..tipu cikgu @ warden..
kamek slalu balik rmh gune mc tipu..1st time kamek failed dlm exam..addmaths..failed..gile tul..
but i dun care..i juz wanted to get out frm there..benci sgt.

naek f5,kamek trun klass..3rd class trus..mantap habis..
nyesal ade..sdey pun ade..tp spe suh wat hal kan..
tahun tu mmg pulun habis la sbb spm candidate..hehe
tp xsempat..mmg susah sgt3..
my spm result teruk..malu tul.
tp syukur la tak teruk sgt..
kamek still dpt offer from upm..asasi pertanian.
but kamek tolak sbb xnak duk jauh from family..
i've decided to go to kmph..kolej matrikulasi pahang which is situated in gambang..
20 minutes from my house..hehe seronok habis...
every week kamek balik..syok habis..

k lah..nnt kamek sambung cite kat matrik..hehe
chiow!!